Archive for January, 2007

The word love isn’t mentioned anywhere in the Book of Acts

Did I get you with that title? I thought so!

Dan over at Cerulean Sanctum says:

Whenever I hear some smug sourpuss exclaim, “The word love isn’t mentioned
anywhere in the Book of Acts,” I want to scream.

Why? Because the entire book is love! And not just Acts. Same goes for
the other sixty-five books.

His post, The Jesus Love Revolution, is a good one today. The tagline on his blog says “Looking for the 1st century Church in 21st century America” … perhaps lack of real love in our churches is one of the reasons he’s having to search for it?

In particular I like his point about so-called tough love being many people’s reason for being tactless and self-righteous.

Another thought that I had about that (self-righteousness, smugness and tactlessness) was that we either don’t truly understand the meaning of the word love (agape) or the object of our “love” is wrong.

One thing that the Lord convicted me about a few years ago was that instead of speaking the truth in love, I love to speak the truth. There’s a difference, ya know? Since then I try very hard to make sure I am speaking the truth in love and not the other way around.

Another question … Are we smug and self-righteous because we love the Lord & the people whom we are called to minister to? Or are we smug and self-righteous because we love ourselves and our church. My guess is that it’s the latter (obviously) because if it’s true agape then we would not have this problem.

Motivation … I think that’s an important word that we fail to look at. What is my motivation for everything that I do, everything that I say? Is it the love of the Lord that is overflowing from a heart filled with His Spirit? Is it a love of myself and my wants and the desire to have things my way? That is a question that I also must ask myself these days as I am seeking real change in the Church as a whole.

Some thoughts to think about …..

Blessings!

~Heather

How Many Baptists Does It Take to Change a Lightbulb?

Remember those “How many _____________ does it take to change lightbulb” jokes? (Bear with me here … I do have a point/question) ……..

Remember the “Baptist” ones? Here are a few answers I’ve heard:

Q: How many Baptists does it take to change a lightbulb?

A: Change?????

A: At least 15. One to change the light bulb, and three committees to approve the change and decide who brings the potato salad.

A: About 16,000,000. However, they are badly divided over whether changing the bulb is a fundamental need or not.

A: One hundred and nine. Seven on the Lightbulb Task Force Sub-committee, who report to the twelve on the Lightbulb Task Force, appointed by the fifteen on the Trustee Board. Their recommendation is reviewed by the Finance Executive Committee of five, who place it on the agenda of the eighteen-member Finance Committee. If they approve, they bring a motion to the twenty-seven Member church Board, who appoint another twelve-member review committee. If they recommend that the Church Board proceed, a resolution is brought to the Congregational Business Meeting. They appoint another eight-member review committee. If their report to the next Congregational Business Meeting supports the changing of a lightbulb, and the Congregation votes in favor, the responsibility to carry out the lightbulb change is passed on to the Trustee Board, who in turn appoint a seven-member committee to find the best price in new lightbulbs. Their recommendation of which hardware is the best buy must then be reviewed by the twenty-three-member Ethics Committee to make certain that this hardware store has no connection to Disneyland. They report back to the Trustee Board who then commissions the Trustee in charge of the Janitor to ask him to make the change. By then the janitor discovers that one more lightbulb has burned out.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA …. it’s really not funny, though. Seriously … do you think that it’s possible to effect change in an institutional Baptist church? Even a young (as in only a couple of years old) one? Even a very-non-traditional one? Even if you are in leadership (but are not the Sr. Pastor)? I’m talking about radical, out-of-the-box-thinking type of change that would transform an entire group of believers.

What do you think?

Ever Been There?

I apologize that I have not posted much about our trip other than the basics of our schedule and what we did from day to day. There is almost too much to tell!

I realize that I have not been posting here, nor have I been commenting on other blogs, nor have I been posting on the FIAR boards. Sorry! I really just have so many thoughts swimming around in my head from our trip last week and I am simply trying to process it all. But I am still here, and I am still reading everyone’s blogs and posts. I think I’m just in a short season of quietness … stillness … reflection … prayer …

Ever been there?

My feet are not quite on the ground yet ….

Last week was incredible and the Lord answered many prayers … thank you all that thought of us and prayed! First, a picture of Farmboy and me with Superman:

Oh, what people will do for their 15 minutes of fame! This was when we were sight seeing in Hollywood (BTW there are not a lot of sights to see in L.A.!) at the Walk of Fame and Mann’s Chinese Theatre. Is that the skinniest Superman you’ve ever seen?

Okay, so on with the story. This may be long, this may be short, this may not encompass everything (probably won’t) but here’s how our week went …

Monday evening after a long day of traveling and sight seeing (not!) I was tired and, quite frankly, wanted to get on the next plane to go back home. But I didn’t :-) and I woke up bright and early the next morning for our tour of the Dream Center to kick off our week. Little did I know that would be the beginning of an awesome week with the Lord and His people and the people that He loves.

I learned a lot about the Dream Center and their ministries. But that afternoon as we loaded up on the food trucks and went into the heart of the city to pass out food to the hungry I began to get a real taste for what God is calling Farmboy and I to do. If anyone would have asked me how I was doing that afternoon I would have burst into tears … happy tears, sad tears, “God-is-speaking-to-my-heart” tears. As I was bagging up food the Lord spoke to me and reminded me of James 2:15-16

If a brother or sister is without clothing and in need of daily food,
and one of you says to them, “Go in peace, be warmed and be filled,”
and yet you do not give them what is necessary for their body, what use is that?

And I began to ponder those words … “What use is that?” … as we looked into the faces of hungry and hurting people in inner city L.A. I began to realize and repent of my sin of saying “be warmed and filled”. We returned and the guys had much to tell us because they had gone with another group to South Central L.A. That night the girls went to a ladies’ meeting and the guys went to a disciples meeting.

Wednesday: woke up at 5:30 to be in the kitchen at 6 a.m. to begin working on lunch. Their kitchen open at 3 a.m. to prepare breakfast for the homeless and hungry that come there for a hot meal. But there are no free handouts … they must attend a chapel meeting first, whether it’s their first visit or their 1000th visit, in order to get a voucher for a free meal. Many have come to know the Lord through this ministry alone. They serve hot meals 3 times a day and 7 days a week. Later that day we went out on the food trucks again to different areas of inner city L.A. and it was again, very moving, very eye-opening …

Wednesday night we went to Santa Monica to reach out to homeless youth there. It was nothing earth-shattering … just being Jesus-with-skin-on to the people (What a concept!!). We walked through the promenade there and invited any youth we saw that were homeless to meet us at the cannon at 8:30. At that time we fed them and hung out with them and prayed with them. I must confess that I was EXTREMELY cold and tired that night, so I mostly just hung out :-)

Thursday: woke up early again to work in the kitchen again … what a major operation that have going on there! And Thursday afternoon … that was, again, another eye-opening and very moving day as we spent the afternoon on skid row with the homeless and the hurting and the hungry. We gave them a hot meal and treated them like the PEOPLE that they are. We saw many interesting things, many interesting people. One thing that our leader, who does this every week, said that struck me was this: “many people don’t want to minister to the people we are about to go visit with, because they don’t want to see other people’s pain.” I think he’s right. And that desire to look away from pain has kept most of us from ministering to the sick that are in need of a doctor (Jesus)! Thursday evening was their mid-week service and that was wonderful!

Friday: in the morning we met to help load up the buses for adopt-a-block (I’ll explain that on “Saturday”) and then went out that afternoon with Metro Kidz to take “Sunday School” (for lack of a better term) to the streets. That was tons of fun and, again, eye-opening and moving (are you getting the picture that I have my eyes opened to many things?!).

Saturday: adopt-a-block … the heart of what they do and every other ministry sprang forth from this one. We went to South Central Los Angeles … yes that’s right … the toughest neighborhood in L.A. … probably in the country, really. Gang-infested, drug-infested, poverty-infested South Central L.A. We knocked on doors to see if there was anything that the people needed, we brought things that had previously been requested (things like toilet paper and laundry detergent!!) and picked up trash and hung out with the kids. Here’s a picture of me with a sweet little girl that lived in the projects there:

That night was the youth service and so we rode the buses back to South Central L.A. to pick up anyone who wanted to come, we sat with them during the service, and then we rode home with them again that night. It was a blast!

Sunday: that morning was the regular weekly service and it was great, as we expected it would be.

We were tired, but blessed beyond measure by the Lord during our week’s stay. Leaving to come home on Monday morning was bittersweet as we wanted to, obviously, come home to see our families, but we had fallen in love with the people at the Dream Center and the people that they minister to.

Guess what? What they do on Sunday morning is a tiny fraction of what they are all about. The Dream Center’s people spend the vast majority of their time ministering to their community The Dream Center is not a “center”, it’s not a ministry organization, it’s not a mission … it’s a CHURCH! Go figure! A Church! Oh, I have so much welling up inside of me right now that I want to say ….. and I know that I have done a poor job recalling the events of the past week. I am still trying to get over the jet lag and the tremendous amount of work we did (and the 2 showers I had all week – there was no time!) and just process all the Lord has shown me.

I’m going to have to stop for now. I do plan on sharing the things that the Lord has shown me, but the hour is late and I am tired ….

Blessings!

exhausted, but refreshed

I still feel like that picture and we’ve been home since Monday afternoon. Once I get my energy (and brain cells that disappeared due to lack of sleep) back I will post about our amazing, life-changing trip to L.A.’s Dream Center. It was a blessing, an incredible time … I’m so glad I listened to the Lord and went! I have much to tell, much to share, but just not enough wits about me at this point to write it all out.
I think I’ll go back to sleep now …………………

Please pray for Baby Buttercup

She is coming down with a nasty cough and we are leaving in about 5 minutes for L.A. This mama’s heart does not want to leave, but I know she’s in capable hands (both my mom’s and the Lord’s). Please pray that I will have peace and rest in the Lord and that her cough won’t get any worse. Last night I accidentally gave her 2x the recommended dose of cold medicine for her age/size … can you say EEK?! I called poison control and they were very reassuring that she would be fine. I went in to check on her and she was sleeping VERY peacefully (LOL). But she’s been awake now for a few hours coughing on and off. Anyway, if you remember, please lift her (and me) up to our heavenly Father.

Thanks!

Gotta go to the airport now … Farmboy is getting anxious to leave! LOL ….

So long …

Farmboy and I won’t be around until next week. We’re leaving *early* in the a.m. to fly out to Los Angeles and we’ll be ministering to the homeless and hurting in inner city L.A. It should be an incredible week. Please pray for the Lord’s protection this week as well as peace for the the 2 moms (me and a friend) with small children that we are leaving behind. Please also pray that the Lord would be glorified!

Be blessed!

We’ll see you next week :-)

The more I learn, the less I know …

Ever feel like these guys?

Okay, so that’s a stretch … I don’t think I’m that dumb ;-) , but nevertheless as I learn more about the Lord and His Word and what it truly says, the less I realize that I actually know. Does that make sense? I am a know-it-all … really. I have a terrible tendency to think that I have “arrived”, that I “get it”, that I have all this knowledge & wisdom when, in actuality, I don’t know squat.

I am humbled by some things that I have learned lately about God’s Word and what it actually says. I have realized that when I have read it that I have sometimes made it fit what I thought or had been taught or simply wanted to believe. Humbling. Definitely humbling. But it’s also exciting. Exciting because I am on a journey of learning more and more about God and His Word and that’s a very good thing.

Blessings!

Over-Analyzer Disclaimer

I don’t know why (there have been no conflicts, no harsh words, no ugliness, only unity and love), but I feel the need to place a disclaimer here … I have been reading and commenting a lot lately on a few blogs about church structure, etc. They have been very good discussions and I am thankful for how they have really had me thinking about different things. But I wanted to make sure that everyone knows … I love the Churchthe Body of Christ, the Bride of Christ. I am just at a point right now of seeking truth and seeking God’s place for me personally within His Body.

I hope I have in no way come across as “knowing it all” (no one has indicated that I have, but I just want to say that) because I know that I do not know it all … I just have so many questions right now and not a lot of answers, but those I am seeking. If you read my tag you will remember that I said that I am over-analytical (Farmboy will LOL and nod his head when he reads this).

My pastor calls me “Heather-clopedia” because if you want to know something, just ask and I will find out for you. My friends call me the “research queen” because I can relentlessly find out just about anything one would like to know (a side-effect of that is that I have way too much useless knowledge, for which I call myself “Cliff Claven“). Again, I am over-analytical (on the GRE exam for graduate school I scored nearly perfectly in this area, but don’t ask about my other scores-LOL). So there you have it — I’m Heather and I over-analyze everything (Hi Heather).

Anyway, Hope that gives you some insight into me :) For those of you who read my blog and my comments … thanks for “listening”!

Just so ya know … :)

I’m it

I’ve been tagged by Lew at The Pursuit, who was tagged by Alan at The Assembling of the Church, who was tagged by Steve at Theological Musings, who was tagged by … oh, you get the picture …

0) What is your name and website URL (optional)?

Name: Heather
URL(s): 1freeheart.blogspot.com (this blog); homeschoolblogger.com/gal51 (my homeschool blog that is currently inactive); murraymania.bravehost.com (family website that hasn’t been updated since this summer); and our church website if you want to see it (I am the webmaster) – truthtabernacle.net

1) What is the most fun work you have ever done and why (two sentences)?

Hmmmm … that’s a hard one as I have had way too many jobs! Let’s see … it’s got to be teaching severely emotionally disturbed teenagers. That was a fun job – you never knew what would happen from one moment to the next!

2) A. Name one thing you did in the past that you no longer do now but wish you did (one sentence).
B. Name on thing you have always wanted to do but keep putting it off (one sentence).

A. Exercising on a regular basis (which included weight lifting and swimming and aerobics … that was a long time ago!!)
B. I’ve always wanted my pilot’s license like my hubby, Farmboy :-)

3) A. What two things would you most like to learn or be better at, and why (two sentences)?
B. If you could take a class/workshop/apprentice from anyone in the world living or dead, who would it be and what would you hope to learn (two sentences)?


A. Being a mommy … I want to learn how to do it RIGHT and I need (my children need) for me to be better at it!
B. Okay, I am not going to say Jesus here, since everyone else has and it’s, well, a given. So I will say Martha Stewart (yes, I did say that) for homekeeping and Sally Clarkson for mothering & homeschooling.

4) A. What three words would your best friends or family use to describe you?
B. Now list two more words you wish described you…

A. Over-analytical, sensitive, genuine
B. Wise, self-controlled

5) What are your top three passions (can be current or past, work, hobbies, or causes – three sentences)?

1. Jesus Christ
2. My family
3. Homeschooling

6) Write – and answer – one more question that YOU would ask someone (three sentences with answer).

Q: Do you know Jesus?
A: Yes! He is The King of kings, Lord of lords, Savior of the World, the Son of the Living God! And He created me and loves me with an everlasting love.

[Bonus: What is one question you wish people would ask themselves?]

Does God really say that in His Word?

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Okay, so now I am supposed to tag five others…

Brandon (Farmboy) at The Ephod
Brian (my sweet big brother IRL) at Voice of the Sheep
Nikki at Kindred Heart
David at David’s Blog Spot
Christi at Presley Family Homeschool

Please comment if and when yours is up :-)

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about me & my reflections

me ... daughter of the King, loving wife, homeschooling mom, ordinary radical. You can learn a little more about my heart here.

mission reflection

Some want to live within the sound of church or chapel bell; I want to run a rescue shop within a yard of hell. --C.T. Studd

my heart’s players

  • Buttercup - me
  • Farmboy - my dear husband
  • Little Buttercup - our oldest daughter
  • Baby Buttercup - our youngest daughter
If you don't understand these names, you simply must see our favorite movie, The Princess Bride

reading and reflecting

  • Quaker Summer by Lisa Samson
  • Love's Long Journey by Janette Oke
  • *Wise Blood by Flannery O'Connor
  • *The Scarlet Letter by Nathanial Hawthorne
  • Church Ladies by Lisa Samson *AWESOME* I didn't want it to end :(
Notes:
Completed
*Currently Reading
The WeatherPixie